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| The Keys to Your Heart |  You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
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[01 Nov 2005|08:07pm] |
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I finally got my power back on. That hurricane was a bitch. It was kind of nice and peacefully being without electricity but oh so boring at the same time. After the hurricane me and my dad that a tree had fallen on my dads car. Good thing he works at Avis and could always trade it in for a new one. With all the power gone the first day I looked at the stars at night. It was really pretty. I slept over Michelle's last night. We went trick or treating the night before. I was a lady bug hehe. What else was I going to do with my costume? lol today I was supposed to work since we just got power back on there, but I got my lip pierced instead. I don't know what they'll do to me if they find out I have it at work so I'm going to where a band aid on it and pretend like I'm nelly. I needs to keep my job somehow. I hope everyone's stay safe through all of this. later
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[19 Oct 2005|07:22am] |
I'm 18 now! Happy Birthday to me.
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[18 Oct 2005|09:33pm] |
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So this will be my last post at 17 tomorrow I will finally be 18. I'm excited but still love being 17. This weekend was a nice vacation. Me and michelle went shopping all day in Orlando. Every mall we go to is better than ours. Sunday night we went to Halloween Horror Nights. That was awesome and sooooooo scary at least to me. I want to go next year. It was fun going on rides night and i've never went to a haunted house. Tomorrow should be fun. School, the show, peiercings, porn stores, lotto tickets, gifts, cake, partying! well later alligators.
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[14 Oct 2005|01:19pm] |
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So yesterday at work was quite fun. I got to work with Jordon who is a hottie and I got to train with other kid Jason who was pretty hot too and I got his number. I also found out that this other kid Anthony that works there likes me and asked me to his homecoming dance. I'm such a P.I.M.P what can I say? hehe. I also got an A on my Psychology test yesterday! Just had to throw that one in there.
One more class to go and my weekend officially begins. I just got my oil changed. Now all I have to do is get my check, cash it, see Elizabethtown, maybe go to my old high school's homecoming game, and pack for this weekend. I'm excited I've never been to Halloween Horror Nights. 5 more days till I'm legal!
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| baby I'm bad news |
[10 Oct 2005|10:24pm] |
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So I'm pretty sure that I'm going to be getting a new screen name soon. I just want to start from scratch. On my other one I have so many people that I just don't talk to anymore. I'm also doing this for another reason that I just don't want to talk about. Soo.. only the cool kids will get it and if anyone else wants it you better let me know. But I doubt anyone will reply to this..
My birthday's in 9 more days. This weekend me and michelle are going up to Orlando to go to halloween horror nights. Next Wednesday, on my birthday I have class, then the show. I'm not sure what I should get pierced yet or even if I will. I'll probably do something else with my friends the following weekend. I'm going to miss being 17.
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| Most amazing show ever!! Bryce OWNS! |
[05 Oct 2005|07:38pm] |
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Last nights show = amazingness!!! That was the best show I've ever been to. At first I was so close to punching this one kid. But I'm too close to becoming 18 so I didn't want to try it. This guy got in front of me and he was so tall, it was rude. So I couldn't see as clearly as I wanted to for like 2 songs. But then he asked the crowd to make a circle. He jumped off stage went in the circle and started dancing and jamming. So I touched him, started dancing with him, and then went up front while everyone was distracted. It was a cheap shot but had to be done. The rest of his performance was amazing, obviously because not only could I see him a lot better but I got to sing in the mic with him twice. Ahh he's soo amazing! I got to take a picture with him at the end of the show but it's on my disposable camera cause my batteries died in my digital. But here are are some pictures from the night. I had probably over 60 of him lol but here's my top 9 of the whole night. enjoy!
( It's mine to decide when I'll be alright )
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| Bryce Avary tonight!!!!! |
[04 Oct 2005|03:06pm] |
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Bryce Avery tonight. I'm so excited!!! Went to rock & roll class with rhonda and jenny. It was fun we played MASH. The scores: Nicole: I'm going to live in a house, I'll still be driving my toyotta, I'll be rich, married to Bryan, and have 2 kids. Rhonda: Driving a Hondi Hatchback married to Drucker with 3 kids.
more on the show later...
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| What I am looking for ... |
[30 Sep 2005|01:03pm] |
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I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love.
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| fight fight fight, I win! |
[30 Sep 2005|01:43am] |
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I concealed our identities but here's me and Rhonda's intense quarrel about John Robinson and Bryce Avary. I won. I doubt anyone will read this but hey it amuses us.
Me: yo Rhonda: yea ME: yea? R: yea N: fine nevermind R: what? i said yea N: that's not the proper greeting R: you said yo N: so N: it's a greeting R: hi N: thank you N: are you going tomorrow? R: yep N: do you know when it starts R: oh wait? tomorrow do u mean bedlight? N: yep R: i'll let you know tonight if im going to that N: =-O! R: i know i suck im sorry R: but if i dont go...tuesday is our night R: you, me and a whole lotta bryce N: i MUST meet him R: and that you will, it will be our mission R: put a picture of him in your wallet N: omg yes! R: so after tuesday you will always remember the day you met an angel R: john is in mine N: i saw your background R: delicious right? N: no way he looked dead R: WHAT? R: no way, i seriously have never seen anyone as good looking as him, and no one can top him, hes just the best N: bryce could take him R: no way R: i could take bryce N: n*gga please R: as if N: fo sho R: they should do a harlem shake dance off on martin luther king blvd N: he'd still win R: maybe so R: but john's still hotter N: ha N: i think not my friend R: player please R: john be like holla, bryce is like holler N: they should entry a beauty contest bryce would so win the swimsuit competition R: hell no N: heck yes! R: have you seen john's cheeks? they could spark a forest fire R: i mean his facial cheeks N: lol i was thinking of bryce's other cheeks N: only you can prevent forest fires R: you're always thinking of his cheeks N: i knowO:-)
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| It's just a fond farwell to a friend.. |
[29 Sep 2005|11:25am] |
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I absolutely love how I can listen to a song and remember exactly how I felt or what was going on in my life the first time I heard it.
I'm listening to Elliot Smith. It reminds me of watching movies at Rhonda's house and senior skip days, which were frequent. I miss high school.<3
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| hopelessly hopeful.. |
[28 Sep 2005|10:39pm] |
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So...
I had the worst day at school today. The teacher made a copy of my essay and put it on the over head so everyone could criticize it. Then she had the nerve to get an attitude with me because she lost my paper. I hate TA's. I hate FAU. I hate it here, running away sounds nice right about now. Would anyone care to join me?
Rhonda made me realized that I am "the other woman". It's complicating to explain and an inside thing. This has just made me trust guys even less than before.=)
Friday is James' birthday. I'll always care for that kid...I took Friday off work because at the time we were supposed to hang out. Now he's ignoring me for no reason. He'll never change. Good thing I'm going to a show which is better anyways.<3
"I'm so sorry, but everything I keep close to me runs away, oh it's such a shame"
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| 12:12 make a wish.. |
[27 Sep 2005|12:12pm] |
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I want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you "I'm your biggest fan".
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| nonsense.. |
[26 Sep 2005|11:22pm] |
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i felt like writing so here it goes. I also feel like doing something totally crazy, but not sure what yet. So far I hate school and I'm to lazy to write my essays. I hate work it makes me tired. I did get free jamba juice this weekend though. yummy. I need to find my prince charming because I'm starting to get lonely. I can't wait for all the upcoming shows, my birthday, and halloween horror nights. I miss my friends our schedules are so crazy we never hang out anymore. I want to move to cali and soon. I'd also love to go on vacation that would be sweet. I have this dilemma that's bothering me but it's not bothering me that much. ok I think that's enough.
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| your a shining star, you'll do great in LA |
[22 Sep 2005|12:19pm] |
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well we just came back from tampa last night and let me just say that, the court thing was such a waste of time. Why did I even get a subpenia if we didn't even testify. Her case was downgraded from a felony to a misdemenor. It makes me mad, the whole system makes me mad. I'd never want to be a lawyer. The good part of the trip was going to busch gardens and not having to wait in any lines. The malls there are so awesome too. I got 2 new purses, old old school pacman, a turtle ring that's missing an eye, and some other crap. I wish we had better malls here. So I also decided to go to Halloween Horror nights. I'm kinda excited about that. Well that's all.<33
for i haven't slept a wink since you have been gone. now i want to be buried in your backyard. and when the flowers grow just know you're still in my heart.
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[19 Sep 2005|11:56pm] |
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Exactly 1 month until my birthday!
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| you were the last good thing about this part of town |
[08 Sep 2005|03:42pm] |
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My laptop finally works. I'm on it now =)
The best news I've had all day: 1. I got a 10 out of 11 on my astronomy quiz. 2. BRYCE AVARY IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oct.4,5,6 in west palm beach, orlando, and tampa. I should go to all 3. Who's in? If not I'll go by myself. I've been getting used to doing things by myself lately.
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| love is a fast song. |
[06 Sep 2005|10:51pm] |
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my fortune cookie: you take a optimistic view of life.
me and my homeboy alex are probably going to the bayside show. copeland is coming. so is my birthday. so is jenny's birthday. i just love how nothing has changed since high school. especially how my friends act. i should really start posting private..
i want someone i can't have i want you i want it all
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